I don't know what my bodyweight is. I don't have a scale any more, but waist size is dropping steady; down to 32" in the mornings without any special fasting. So body comp is improving slowly. I don't want to cut carbs or calories and compromise training, so I'm just letting the training, healthy nutrition, and good sleeps lean me out over time.
It's cool here in Texas too now; always makes the fasting challenging. Though not as cold as Chicago this time of year so it's comparatively easier now, heh. I don't want to lose weight either; just wanna lean out some.
Yea I usually finger grip it too, but if I'm too slow in the drop it rides deeper in the palm instead of towards the fingers where it's supposed to. The pads on the fingers are tough and flexible, they can easily handle the load. As you say, gripping it deeply is trouble. As with the mace, I need to really double down on outrunning the implement...when I do this correctly the finger pads take the brunt of the blow quite nicely. Dropping nice and fast reflexively, without any thinking, drops the bell under control into the fingers much more.