Apologies for not replying to this thread sooner; I've been a bit busy with end of year exams!
First of all, I'd just like to thank everyone for their responses and kind words, with their being a lot of great words of wisdom here I may not acknowledge everyone individually, but please don't think that all the posts put here are not massively appreciated!
Having sat my final exams for this year, they went fairly well considering the mental aspects of things that I've been struggling with, as well as the post-surgery hassle (daily wound-dressing, pain, etc. etc.). I've taken on board a lot of the advice regarding mindfulness/meditation/general introspection, and I have found that this, combined with the medication which I've now been taking for just over two weeks that I've been able to feel a lot more 'balanced' in my mood, and in fact had a higher proportion of higher moods (realistically this might be a buzz from the end of the academic year, but I guess time will tell). I did however have something of a really low episode yesterday evening, but given that it's been a good week and a half since I felt that low, I'm still counting it as a win.
I think, all things considered, that I'll probably carry on with my final year of uni, as a few people have pointed out that it's only a year and may well pay off. Also, a few months off over the summer might give me the headspace I need.
Regarding the 'what am I going to do with my life' question... I appreciate what many of you have said regarding taking it easier and not stressing over what one thing I'm going to commit to forever. However, as @conor78 pointed out that I have a great interest in physical activity, it made me think more about the fact that this is certainly something I've thought about exploring career-wise for a while, whether it be in a job requiring high levels of fitness (e.g. military/law enforcement), or perhaps even as a fitness instructor/personal trainer. For now though, I'll let this be food for thought.
I have started to think however that it would make sense to pick a job that truly plays to my interests; I recently found a channel on YouTube (I'll link it below), and in one of this guy's videos he said that in order to find your purpose and figure out why you're really here, look at your habits, look at what you read about in your free time, etc. (i.e. what you read about because you're interested in it, not because you have to because your academic course requires it). If I'm honest, fitness and general physical endeavours describe me perfectly in this context; when I have a free minute, I like checking out the forum here, as well as articles relating to fitness and nutrition, etc., etc. - you get the idea. As such, it'd make sense for me to seriously consider a job in the fitness industry.
Those are just some of my thoughts at present. Again, I can't thank all of you enough for taking the time to post here.
Power to all of you.
First of all, I'd just like to thank everyone for their responses and kind words, with their being a lot of great words of wisdom here I may not acknowledge everyone individually, but please don't think that all the posts put here are not massively appreciated!
Having sat my final exams for this year, they went fairly well considering the mental aspects of things that I've been struggling with, as well as the post-surgery hassle (daily wound-dressing, pain, etc. etc.). I've taken on board a lot of the advice regarding mindfulness/meditation/general introspection, and I have found that this, combined with the medication which I've now been taking for just over two weeks that I've been able to feel a lot more 'balanced' in my mood, and in fact had a higher proportion of higher moods (realistically this might be a buzz from the end of the academic year, but I guess time will tell). I did however have something of a really low episode yesterday evening, but given that it's been a good week and a half since I felt that low, I'm still counting it as a win.
I think, all things considered, that I'll probably carry on with my final year of uni, as a few people have pointed out that it's only a year and may well pay off. Also, a few months off over the summer might give me the headspace I need.
Regarding the 'what am I going to do with my life' question... I appreciate what many of you have said regarding taking it easier and not stressing over what one thing I'm going to commit to forever. However, as @conor78 pointed out that I have a great interest in physical activity, it made me think more about the fact that this is certainly something I've thought about exploring career-wise for a while, whether it be in a job requiring high levels of fitness (e.g. military/law enforcement), or perhaps even as a fitness instructor/personal trainer. For now though, I'll let this be food for thought.
I have started to think however that it would make sense to pick a job that truly plays to my interests; I recently found a channel on YouTube (I'll link it below), and in one of this guy's videos he said that in order to find your purpose and figure out why you're really here, look at your habits, look at what you read about in your free time, etc. (i.e. what you read about because you're interested in it, not because you have to because your academic course requires it). If I'm honest, fitness and general physical endeavours describe me perfectly in this context; when I have a free minute, I like checking out the forum here, as well as articles relating to fitness and nutrition, etc., etc. - you get the idea. As such, it'd make sense for me to seriously consider a job in the fitness industry.
Those are just some of my thoughts at present. Again, I can't thank all of you enough for taking the time to post here.
Power to all of you.