bluejeff
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So some short background:
I have spent the last 5 years or so working my butt off in order to be able to teach at a primarily bodyweight and calisthenics gym here in Denver Colorado. Sadly, because of covid regulations, we were not able to keep enough students to keep running, and the gym had to permanently close. Some friends of mine had started their own gym to teach the same kinds of things. They had reached out to me to possibly teach there since I now did not have a place to teach; but now they, too, have had to close their physical location (I believe they are still running online/zoom classes though).
After hearing the news of the second gym closing, it got me thinking. Since being in quarantine, and barely teaching anyone in person, I felt the "need" to become very proficient subside, and I began branching out into more kettlebell training. I have often found myself feeling anxious about "the right training plan" because I felt this overwhelming need to get really strong and have big muscles or whatever. To be honest, I still have those thoughts, but I'm questioning why.
The lack of a place to teach has ultimately left me in a position where I am questioning what my goals really are, why I desire them, and how I can create healthy goals driven by healthy motivations. These questions are becoming more important to me as I get closer to turning 40 (I am 37 right now).
Why do I want some advanced bodyweight skill? Why do I care about putting a heavy kettlebell over my head someday? I still want these things, but. . .why?
To gain some perspective, I thought I would ask here:
What motivates you to train? Rather, I mean what drives you?
Do you like competition? Do you feel the need to feel better about yourself? Are you in the military or law enforcement? If so, how does that affect your training motivation? Are you simply wanting to stay healthy and energetic as you age? WHY do you have the goals you do?
Looking forward to some training philosophy with everyone
I have spent the last 5 years or so working my butt off in order to be able to teach at a primarily bodyweight and calisthenics gym here in Denver Colorado. Sadly, because of covid regulations, we were not able to keep enough students to keep running, and the gym had to permanently close. Some friends of mine had started their own gym to teach the same kinds of things. They had reached out to me to possibly teach there since I now did not have a place to teach; but now they, too, have had to close their physical location (I believe they are still running online/zoom classes though).
After hearing the news of the second gym closing, it got me thinking. Since being in quarantine, and barely teaching anyone in person, I felt the "need" to become very proficient subside, and I began branching out into more kettlebell training. I have often found myself feeling anxious about "the right training plan" because I felt this overwhelming need to get really strong and have big muscles or whatever. To be honest, I still have those thoughts, but I'm questioning why.
The lack of a place to teach has ultimately left me in a position where I am questioning what my goals really are, why I desire them, and how I can create healthy goals driven by healthy motivations. These questions are becoming more important to me as I get closer to turning 40 (I am 37 right now).
Why do I want some advanced bodyweight skill? Why do I care about putting a heavy kettlebell over my head someday? I still want these things, but. . .why?
To gain some perspective, I thought I would ask here:
What motivates you to train? Rather, I mean what drives you?
Do you like competition? Do you feel the need to feel better about yourself? Are you in the military or law enforcement? If so, how does that affect your training motivation? Are you simply wanting to stay healthy and energetic as you age? WHY do you have the goals you do?
Looking forward to some training philosophy with everyone