I am new to the forum, but registered just to reply to this post.
I completed the Simple standard last fall, but have held off on moving up to 40 kg. In part because I feel it is going to take a serious commitment and change in habits to continue on the road to Sinister.
In many ways, I BS'd my way to Simple. What does that mean? I took (and still take) days off; poor-ish diet, not enough sleep, etc. 32 kg is serious, but if you are persistent and patient, it will get conquered.
40 kg? Nuh uh. I first need to get my diet right, commit to regular, focused practice and not waste my bodily energy with proper sleep, hydration etc.
You can't BS the Bulldog. "Heavy weight is instructive", in more ways than one.
I have committed to the end of summer to bring the 40 on board. Until then, my 32 swings just fine.
Thanks Robert for a thought provoking post.