Brandon Trahan
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Yesterday i got a stress test done. Kinda. And so far the results aren’t good. During a stress test you have a max heart/target heart rate to reach. Which I know you all know. So your max heart rate based on your age and they find a max heart rate they need to get your heart rate at to successfully complete the procedure.
They had to stop me in the middle of the test because my blood pressure got too high. 230/70. Apparently my heart is good. But the Blood Pressure is Excercise hypertension. And that sucks. So it’s almost like I’ve been dodging a bullet for a while. Thankfully i havent Had a stroke or anything terrible….
I’m pissed at myself for allowing myself to be this big for so many years. Always thinking “I’m fine I’m just husky, this is just who i am” or allowing encouragement from other people saying things like “you don’t look fat you look built and strong” to make me think I’m fine. Or “I’m athletic even though I’m big”. Screw that. I need A new approach and the biggest lifestyle change possible.
The truth is I’m 308 lbs. I jump from there to about 215 depending on how bad I mess up, and I’m done being the biggest guy or strongest guy in the room. I want to be strong but I’ve always been afraid to get smaller and lose strength. Well now I have no choice. Pride ruins a lot of things. Carelessness ruins a lot of things. Like my health. My birthday is in 2 weeks. I’ll be 40. So I’m just at a point where (besides diet which i understand What i need To do in that regard) i think What do i do With balancing crazy long work hours with Jiu Jitsu 1-2 times a week and bells or cardio? Which do i do? That’s ultimately where I’m at. I cannot sustain cardio on top of bells with my crazy a#@ work schedule.
Any advice is welcome.
They had to stop me in the middle of the test because my blood pressure got too high. 230/70. Apparently my heart is good. But the Blood Pressure is Excercise hypertension. And that sucks. So it’s almost like I’ve been dodging a bullet for a while. Thankfully i havent Had a stroke or anything terrible….
I’m pissed at myself for allowing myself to be this big for so many years. Always thinking “I’m fine I’m just husky, this is just who i am” or allowing encouragement from other people saying things like “you don’t look fat you look built and strong” to make me think I’m fine. Or “I’m athletic even though I’m big”. Screw that. I need A new approach and the biggest lifestyle change possible.
The truth is I’m 308 lbs. I jump from there to about 215 depending on how bad I mess up, and I’m done being the biggest guy or strongest guy in the room. I want to be strong but I’ve always been afraid to get smaller and lose strength. Well now I have no choice. Pride ruins a lot of things. Carelessness ruins a lot of things. Like my health. My birthday is in 2 weeks. I’ll be 40. So I’m just at a point where (besides diet which i understand What i need To do in that regard) i think What do i do With balancing crazy long work hours with Jiu Jitsu 1-2 times a week and bells or cardio? Which do i do? That’s ultimately where I’m at. I cannot sustain cardio on top of bells with my crazy a#@ work schedule.
Any advice is welcome.